Going from bad to worse …
After my surprising E-bay experience, I’m filled with a feeling of foreboding.¬†
Actually, the E-bay thing was really upsetting to me.¬† I feel singled out and accused.¬† I want to find out what I supposedly did wrong (I was told by an online rep that I had to contact the “Safety and Trust Team” to find out) and clear myself.¬† I’ve written a couple e-mails asking for clarification, but haven’t received an answer.
Now I have this fear that a bunch of other things will go wrong too.¬† It seems like that happens in real life, sometimes… I was thinking about the Japanese TV series I’ve seen, and how in the last couple episodes, they pour on these unimaginable misfortunes, one after the other.¬† Then I thought, “Well, that’s not unrealistic!”
I do have this amulet I got in Xi’an that is supposed to “make your luck turn.”¬† I could try wearing that.¬† The last time I wore it, though, I broke my glasses.