Jittery and nervous.
I just realized that buying my airplane ticket home will be harder than in the past because I won’t just be able to do it online, and I won’t just be able to do it in Hong Kong.¬† For some reason this has left me all jittery and nervous.¬† It’s a little dumb, since the school will pay me back for the airfare anyway, but still … Going home is a big source of anxiety because there is so much to coordinate.¬† I also have to make a lot of decisions, which I’m not keen on, and every decision has to be checked out with other people.
In the past, I went from place to place visiting other people — this summer, I am hoping people will come to visit me.¬† Don’t I have the lowest income of everyone I know?¬†